Where did the smiles go?

This has to be one of the most sad things I have ever witnessed. Ryder has a cold that has completely wiped him out. He has had a fever all afternoon and all he wants to do is sleep. We went to the doctor (yet again) and the doc says that it is a virus and he ought to be ok in a few days. But it breaks my heart to see him so sad. I miss my smiles :(